Staring you When we dance - Story

 

It's the party that the whole School waited for this whole Academic Year. But now I hate them. Recently I got my grades of final. Quite well scored as a direct 'A' student. Now I just don't know how to say 'See you later to all. I feel quite bitter to see my Crush dancing with some random person called her Boyfriend, My friends dance with their Girlfriends. Am I lonely, of course not Smith am there for me? Still, Frau is there. We were the last people standing without not getting into a relationship. I hoped something good would happen with the time spent there.

The party started and first was just some random dance music for which people just floss on the floor and danced like dead zombies. Unorthodox, but I would like to dance now or I don't have shoulders to count. Suddenly Frau and Smith were not visible. I hear foods are there, I guess they left for food. But when I started to dance, I just saw her, Flora. 

Flora is my reflection. I would never forget the time she spent time with me. Even though we were Online and spoke a lot on the phone I feel her near me every time. But She didn't read me or she didn't get me. But I got instincts that she is into me. Now I just feel like I left. She came in a Black dress with red heels and with little extra rose lipstick. Maybe she just applied to a level so that her kiss would make a mark on her Boyfriends lips. Her short hair was untied, She had straight, but it looked like curls. I just felt like the flora who danced with me in dreams came here. The Flora, who I described in my poem, the Flora for whom I cared.

She disturbed my vibe and made me feel like the time I left her. She knew I loved her, But one reason, just made her stand. So I just left. When I left the hall, I just saw people on the exit smoking cigarettes and vapes. Then suddenly saw Smith and Frau together. I rushed towards them. I just asked "Guys, I thought you left me. Thank God". Smith and Frau smiled and Smith replied "Bro, Me and Frau....". 'Please smith' I murmured in my mind. "Are now dating.". 

Now I am just a person who broke into a million parts. I just said congrats and excused and came back to the hall. People were here also smoking. I just got myself a cigarette. Asking for a cigarette is awful, Showing you can't even give yourself happiness. I smoked them. It was my first time and I didn't cough once. I suck them and level them. I just smoke them like an English man does and moved towards the entrance. I Saw Flora waiting. I just acted like I don't know her and smoked. She noticed me. "Robert, When did you start smoking?". I just acted as if nothing happened and smiled silly and said "First time, First one. ". She just exclaimed and smiled at me in pity. She thinks she was the reason. It was starting to awkward reason and asked "Where is your Boyfriend?". She replied, "He is on the way. What about your Girl Friend? ". 

The unforgettable pain one could get only when some people ask you what they meant to them in a way they didn't mean to you. I just dropped my cigarette and smashed with my leg and just turned and went inside. Suddenly her boyfriend came and called me. I just turned and stared at him and her and turned again and walked away. I stared at her longer than I stared at him. I didn't care. Stormed inside got some Red bull and drank and sat on the couch. I just lost my patience and started cussing a lot. Drank 4 Red bulls. Suddenly I started throwing up. I ran to the restroom and just threw up. My Blue shirt started to have stains. I just washed them. Suddenly my Mother called "Robert, How are going?" I just can't say I'm done I started to cry for no reason. My mother noticed my winning. She then again said, "Robert, are you all right? ". I then replied "Mom, I'm done, I'm coming home. " and hung the phone. Out there Duet started. All started to dance with one another. 

I think someone mixed alcohol in Redbull. But it's quite high, but I manage to walk out. When I managed I just pushed and fell on the couples and came to the middle where all were rotating around. I then just don't know all of a sudden I just snapped to reality and saw Flora. She noticed me. I just stared at her with a smile as if I just dance with her and just pretended someone holding me and danced she just shed some tears in her eyes. I just changed my stare from Love to hate. I just hated all I just hated her. I just want to crush. I NEED TO STOP FURTHER. Then I just wiped my tears and went in the middle of Flora and her Boyfriend and Started to walk fast. As if the soul departs from the body.