Speaking Mute - 004 - "Dreams"

 

The most Ambitious way that humanity perceived to date is by visionaries of something they found exciting and drove their lanes towards it even though it is less travelled and finish and find happiness. A perfect to our shows guest today, 'DREAMS'. This is ‘The Speaking Mute', an Oxymoronic way of saying what my thoughts are.

All the humans who lived had a dream. 'Dream of making America great again.' 'Making the holy roman empire again'. 'A dream of girls' education.' Dream about their loved things. It can be a person or a thing. Materialistic or intellectual. The only thing which unites common to all is the need for it or the urge to want it. But every dream has the same duality that our life teaches us

Duality is something I believe in my life, 'that Life is nothing but a duality' thing. Light and dark, Happy and sad, same to dreams there are Deja vu and then there are Jamis Vu. people remember these by the song of Olivia Rodrigo, BTS and some may even remember them through the funny scene from Sankar's remake of 3 idiots Nanban.

But anyway, we know Deja vu is something which we saw in dreams, and it happens as same but Jamis vu is different. You remember it as if you saw it but have never seen you and doesn't match your dreams.

All of life's dreams can be just tabled to these two where I just share mine.

Apart from all those hopeless romanticism, I am a nerd. I'm passionate about science. People have appreciated me for my grasping memory. I also said to be a good teacher which is why I also teach people as my passion. But apart from these, there was the chance that I can get into an ISRO internship in my 10th grade. It was a big opportunity as I used to watch those rocket launch countdowns from home. I was a huge sky gazer and stargazer which made my father buy a telescope when I was 7. Still now fascinated with all those As I had all those marks and age requirements for that. But a naive boy didn't know the time was up. My father and I have not noticed the deadline. I still remember. I cried for the next two days. I didn't even get to the place where the race happened. But even before that, I started to daydream about winning.

“The meaning of life is that it stops.”
― Franz Kafka

Apart from these, I had more dreams like clearing my Entrance exam which I was not able to, getting a dog again, Get distinguished for something I did. But never happened for sure.

from dreaming of going there to notable. and all those childhood fantasies about a space research centre. But time had a different answer. I regretted that but never the less I moved on. I got distracted with my studies and hoped someday I will go and still, it's on.

But Deja vu is quite different from these nightmares. because Deja vu is always a small part and easily forgettable. Usually, I experience Deja vu and remember that time of the day that I got a dream about this and forget about it even happening for the rest of my life. Never had any experience of great memorable Deja vu. but I guess that's what life is.

Life is like this hot glass which can be blown into different shapes. But the blower knows a method to blow it. Short once is his training in which he believes in his artisanship and moves forward. But when tries for a long or a big one sometimes it happens, and he believes in it. Sometimes it breaks and shatters into millions of pieces. At that time craftsmen would be hopeless and demotivated to do work. But sure, he may see those small things he made and continues to blow again.

This episode is one of my way of motivation. It happens to be helping in things in my life now. due to which this episode was late. I don't want to sound sorry in the beginning and start a conversation with my readers. Hope all settles and moves in our life. till then 'Chill Pannu mappi' (Just Chill bro)

“As Gregor Samsa awoke one morning from uneasy dreams he found himself transformed in his bed into a gigantic insect.”
― Franz Kafka, The Metamorphosis